sometimes i think girls wear makeup just to feel like a girl, not to be pretty

I’ll write more about this now.

There’s makeup to cover your weak points and theres makeup to be colorful.

There’s makeup to make your cheeks look more rosy

There’s makeup to make your eyes more bold

There’s makeup that makes your skin look oily and shimmery and shiny and wet

All of these have purposes of attraction as well as acceptable appearance in general

But I think girls are over most of that, and wanna feel like a female, and not be male at all, and they wanna just… be a girl… and makeup is one of the most important points on that matter. Not to attract anyone, not to be pretty, just to be feminine.

Goodbye Indian Horses

I’ve been researching the history of the native’s that were in the americas before white people, and i just found this emotional account - below is an excerpt from link:

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i hate the modern "process art" movement

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Perplexing Aesthetics Part Two

If you add to something beautiful, you risk covering its beauty
If you carve or hack away at something beautiful you risk making it ordinary…

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i hear a whisper
i cant make out the words
even tho its near

it speaks into my autoanimatic realm
never thru my ears

the outer inner worlds conspire
im the monkey in the middle
whats the point of trying
when im left out of the loop

life is observation nothing more
im uninvited to the work
the systems that possess me
go about unsearchable

but for impulsations and buzzing bones

the vectors are a conspiracy

this is the door without a key

can we hang out one day?

corrupt government = more corporate power = corrupt media = blind consumerism = more corporate power = more corrupt media = terrorism = more gainful war = unpopular government opinion = independent internet buzz = civil alarm towards government structure = personal research and study = shedding light on the darkness = public shame on those at fault = reform = a new level of civil ascension = working as a unit to better mankind as a whole

i want to play my violin in a big orchestra!!!

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my tumbularity is falling but im not gonna post provocative pics to try to save it. all in due time. i’m enjoying other expressions at the moment. things change, fluctuate and modulate. homeostasis at its best.